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Do or Die
May 12, 2007It's only been a month and some days since I last wrote here, but already it feels like forever.
There are days when I feel like everything I am about to say or do, or the things I am feeling, are too mundane, too trivial to justify putting them down on paper or in this case, stringing them into words for people to read. What can I say, my life is as exciting as a door knob. When the high point of your day is making perfect panini sandwiches on your newly acquired panini grill set, you know you need to re-evaluate where your life is heading. I have had too much time on my hands, have chalked up too many hours on the internet doing research, have soaked in too many mind-numbing yoga exercises on TV all in the name of relaxation, and still I am where I was when I single-mindedly declared I wanted a year off to decide what I want to do with the rest of my life: undecided. At 34, that is not a nice place to be in. And at 34, it is not natural for someone who once thought she could take the world by storm by taking up law and one day becoming a lady judge, to be weighed down by fears and insecurities.
So I am giving myself an ultimatum. By July, I will either have a job or should be preparing for school.
I owe it to myself — and the husband — to be interesting again.
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- jundics:
Hi jopie,
murag serious kaay kas imung new entries da! Take it easy….and tnx for sharing, i wouldnt have known such sensitivities….cheers to blogging!- himantayon:
agi agi lang
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- kat:
jops, i can’t open my personal mail here.
but u can email me at aconsola@lexmark.com.
- theicequeen:
hi isay! i’m fine… a li’l bit stressed out but fine. congrats diay oi! yehey! graduate na ka before you know it! so happy for you!
- theicequeen:
kaith, i sent you email.
- isay:
hoppin’..musta naka jopay??
- Kat:
jops, are u going home here in cebu??
- tiris:
haha ka tag-an ko! haha! anyway, missya where have u been? abi ko niuli na ka. tawgi nya ko or tawgan tikaw hehe kutob kinsa kauna =P
- theicequeen:
sus kaith, sugot jud ko! kana kung mo-salig ka nako. hehehe. baby-sitting newbie baya kaayo ko.
- theicequeen:
bilib gyud ko nimo, tiris! hehehe. *wink wink*
- Kat:
hi jops! sus, kung silingan lang unta ta no, i could leave raf with u. but then, he’s no angel. haha.
- tiris:
jops, mao ni sya kadtong magpa drive nimo? hehehe!
- theicequeen:
small world, mai noh, matud pang tiris.
- mai:
i.hi ko ni ngoy (inger) and mike (luke)…
- theicequeen:
aw, kung magkita mi’g balik, tiris. *assuming* hehehe. bitaw oi, they seemed like a really nice couple.
- tiris:
how small the world gets. inger was my classmate in UP hehehe! super shy. how are they? send my regards if kaila pa sya hehe *uwaw*