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Rain.

February 11, 2007

The rains have come, and with a vengeance too.  This after a bone-dry start to winter. 

Today is our fourth day of rain.

I don't love rainy days.  The rain makes me sad and lazy.  It makes me want to stay indoors.  The sound of rain does not bring me comfort.  Waking up in the middle of the night for my usual trip to the bathroom, I always get a jolt thinking there was a faucet somewhere I might have forgotten to close only to realize that it was just the sound of rain.  Rain that has kept me company through the night, unrelenting… unforgiving.  

Amazing how I forget that in my childhood, I used to dance in the rain.  I used to welcome it and revel in it.  How I made paper boats and watch them sail on the muddy waters.  How I laughed with my siblings, running through the streets, our faces to the heavens.  How I never cared about the dirt that has gotten caught in my rubber slippers.  How it was always sad to have to get back inside, take a shower and dry myself off, watching the rain now from the window.  

These days I drown out the sound of rain with the TV volume full blast on.  I try to ignore it by closing the blinds and pretending that it was sunny outside. 

For the life of me, I can't remember when I started hating the rain.

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Hi jopie,
murag serious kaay kas imung new entries da! Take it easy….and tnx for sharing, i wouldnt have known such sensitivities….cheers to blogging!

himantayon:

agi agi lang :) ..

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jops, i can’t open my personal mail here. :( but u can email me at aconsola@lexmark.com. :)

theicequeen:

hi isay! i’m fine… a li’l bit stressed out but fine. congrats diay oi! yehey! graduate na ka before you know it! so happy for you! :-)

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kaith, i sent you email. :-)

isay:

hoppin’..musta naka jopay??

Kat:

jops, are u going home here in cebu?? :)

tiris:

haha ka tag-an ko! haha! anyway, missya where have u been? abi ko niuli na ka. tawgi nya ko or tawgan tikaw hehe kutob kinsa kauna =P

theicequeen:

sus kaith, sugot jud ko! kana kung mo-salig ka nako. hehehe. baby-sitting newbie baya kaayo ko. ;-)

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bilib gyud ko nimo, tiris! hehehe. *wink wink*

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hi jops! sus, kung silingan lang unta ta no, i could leave raf with u. but then, he’s no angel. haha.

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jops, mao ni sya kadtong magpa drive nimo? hehehe!

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small world, mai noh, matud pang tiris. ;-)

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i.hi ko ni ngoy (inger) and mike (luke)…

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aw, kung magkita mi’g balik, tiris. *assuming* hehehe. bitaw oi, they seemed like a really nice couple.

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how small the world gets. inger was my classmate in UP hehehe! super shy. how are they? send my regards if kaila pa sya hehe *uwaw*

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